Please read this

Okay lets start this off with this once statement:

This is not a rant.

not in the slightest, basically i just want to apologize if i offended any of you guys today, or if you lost any respect for me, I have my reason though. I am seriously PMSing rightnow, ill start my epriod any day now and im not afraid to say it on the internet either, it's a natural woman thing, so yeah im very pissy today. plus today has all just been bad for me, nothing went right today, then i come home and i skype chatzy, and hear i hear one of the nicest, sweetest, most amazing friends i've ever made just breaking down and crying and pooring her heart and soul out to me.

that was were i drew the line, i got bits of the story and such, and i put peices together, and i just got mad..... not even hardcore mad, just pissed off in general, then basically everything everyone posted jsut got me mad..

we were trying to help dappy and everyone else would make it about them, it got me mad..... so i said what i was thinking right then and there, im sorry if i offended you.

you can hate me, i dont mind. But i really would apreciate it if anyone of you who was involved in this or if i made you mad, just note me or something... i really do want to straighten things out, i promise ill be very mature.

but if i said anything to you, afterwards some people would come and thank me for saying that, so dont get mad at me for saying what other people think... * shrugs *

Im just explaining myself, and hoping all of us can talk it out.





now about the rant journals, im sorry i jsut think there pretty pointless, i can underrstand if you saying you dont want to argue anymore, or you want to stop.... but leaving rant journals there just because you know that the person your fighting with or mad at will see it is very immature, it's basically just saying you want to stir the shit pot up even more. It jsut makes everything worse, it's crying for attention.

and i would be nicer to alot of you people if you actually weant out of your way to contact me, dappy does. she would comment and note me all the time, even if she was busy... so i started talking back... And i dont want half assed excuses why no one talks to me..

there are a very select few who try to contact me, that go and take there own time to talk to me, that's how i know there a good friend.



so yeah, how about all of us in this little 'thing' Decide to stop being brats, act like mature adults and have an adult conversation that wont end up in cussing eachother out? Kay?